Saturday, January 17th, 2015

Dear C, 

I've been drinking alone more than usual. Think what you want - no one would think twice if I had a boyfriend or if I lived on a college campus. It helps me feel, not forget. I know I wouldn't be drinking as much if you were still my boyfriend. Well, I wouldn't be drinking if you were my boyfriend, and not only because you didn't drink, but because there was less to feel.